“Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. The important thing is not to stop questioning.” –Albert Einstein
I know, you’re disappointed…I get it. I’ve been lazy. I’ve been distracted. I haven’t felt like staring down the barrel of a loaded blinking cursor. Call me a coward…but do it under your breath, when I’m not looking. I’m a sensitive coward.
The house almost sold, but there arose a hang-up when it was discovered that the buyers wanted our house airlifted from the property and a new one put in its place. Or maybe they were hoping for some sort of time-machine clause–upon closing–where-in they would be transported back to when the house was new. It’s hard to say. We are taking a little break from the real-estate game.
I didn’t spend any time on my Tumblr either. I had a couple of ideas. I was working through how to implement the sets, but I never got to a place where I liked what was happening. It’s hard to build dentist chairs for “Littlest Pet Shop” figures (for some of you that was a spoiler). So I didn’t shoot it.
I’ve been working a lot (sort of) on an important post. It hasn’t been an easy one. Whereas, generally, I can write one of my posts (roughly 1000 words) in 3hours (give or take; plus some light editing), this one has less than 500 words and has taken me a few months. It feigns weakness and, when I move in to attack, it knocks me around. This usually results in my staring out of the window for hours. I’m hoping to finish it for my 100 post. But, in all reality, that is some trite bullshit. It’ll be done when it wants to be…I’ve very little say in this one.
It would be easy for me to say that these are dark times. There are many reasons why it feels that way. Not just for me personally, but everybody is starting to get froggy…jumping at the first sign of unrest. They say that Homeland Security is vamping up for an impending escalation in civil turbulence. I suppose this would make me more nervous if Homeland Security had any evidence for their own competence. But they, like “No Child Left Behind” and many more Bush-era programs, are…clownish. And, like all clowns, they lack self-awareness. Hey clowns: people are not cheered up by leering joy-feigning adult humans in white-face. Exceptions to that are made for the sake of irony, but for the most part…it’s a pass. Dark times? Maybe. But they could be darker. When one needs candles one does not use the last moments of the candle currently in use to complain about its dimness. One looks for another candle. Chances are, they’re in the last place you used them, next to your rig…this analogy has lost its effectiveness and is taking on a darkness all its own…let’s move on.
I tend to get itchy when I spend a week away from tossing words together to make myself feel important. But I also feel good to be free from some of my more narcissistic pursuits. I’m hoping to be back on track in the coming week…we’ll see–things are a little quiet around here and it is starting to make me deaf…